I feel awoken yet need reassurance.
20 2016-11-13 by GTSwattsy
Friends. I've been lurking on this sub since Wednesday morning, essentially since the election result was confirmed, and everything I have seen is unbelievable. Keep fighting the good fight, your efforts caught my eye as I saw a post on the front page and have quickly found myself down the rabbit hole. This shit is real, there's too much evidence to refute it.
I have a burning question to ask. Since reading into a lot of sub to the point of overload, I am now aware of things I was not - Soros, the Clinton's ties to sex-trafficking, comet pizza, and more. I feel myself awakening, questioning reality. Is everything an illusion? I am I going mad? Someone please reassure me. I'm a student and just reading my course texts now I cannot help but to critique through the lens of this new knowledge which has been heaped upon me. I feel like I've seen behind the veil and now cannot go back.
Sorry if this post is considered spam, I just needed to say these things. Keep digging, I'm with you.
35 comments
13 Putin_loves_cats 2016-11-13
Take everything and everyone with a grain of salt. Read all media, but learn how to read in between the lines. Research the Trivium, and learn it's ways. Welcome, and enjoy the ride, because after all, it's just a ride.
Peace and love!
6 RMFN 2016-11-13
The only truth is between the lines.
4 Putin_loves_cats 2016-11-13
Indeed.
11 Time2SinTime2Live 2016-11-13
Its overwhelming but it had to happen at some point.
Better sooner than later.
STAY WOKE BRUH
PS...
You have now entered the beast system. You left the matrix. You can't go back in, ever. But you can work within the beast system.
10 Beneficial1 2016-11-13
Let me assure you that what you are experiencing is normal. And you wouldn't be here if you weren't ready/couldn't handle the awareness. But be assured you are not alone in shedding the illusion and dealing with how disturbing the rabbit hole can get.
10 RIGGED_ELECTION 2016-11-13
You are feeling the beginnings of enlightenment. Keep learning!
9 wanab3 2016-11-13
Welcome. You're not alone. There's only more questions after this.
9 Major_Motoko 2016-11-13
Be skeptical about everything but try and be optimistic too. If you gaze into the abyss too long it's easy to get lost.
Buy the ticket, take the ride.
7 SnarkyMcFartBlast 2016-11-13
Read and question everything. It is normal to feel this way. I started late in life and it has been a rough ride. Keep at it.
5 Shlokusmadockus 2016-11-13
Just ease in to it. Don't take it to quickly. You are Neo and you have just left the Matrix
4 DrDougExeter 2016-11-13
First of all, don't believe everything you see on the news or read here for that matter.
Second of all, define "illusion"
7 GTSwattsy 2016-11-13
In my student accom I don't own a TV and so I'm not being exposed to main media outlets, although I'm in the UK so I was not seeing US media in the first place beyond snippets on social media.
By illusion I guess I mean that everything suddenly feels odd, nothing feels real. This is where I'm not sure if I'm going mad or just going to deep in my education considering I study Int. relations and understand the thought that most things we know are construction e.g race, gender. I suppose I feel more open to questioning what I already knew.
1 CredAndBercuses 2016-11-13
The shock of truth can shatter one's worldview. I had a similar experience cued by research that landed me (voluntarily) in the hospital. I would advise against psych wards, and medications unless absolutely necessary.
When you immerse yourself for a long time in such a life as the shadow elite live, it ebbs at your resolve and will eat away at even the most tenacious person's will to continue.
Learn meditation, pick up a hobby, distract with pure (allegorical or metaphorical will just get you thinking more) fiction, and practice CBT (cognitive behavioural therapy). Basically where you observe how your thought patterns effect your emotions and behaviour and make changes to your behaviour in order to influence your thought patterns.
Above all, no matter how it feels now, you'll get used to it. Sounds sad to say, but it's true.
4 RMFN 2016-11-13
Come to /r/c_s_t if you really want your mind blown.
3 [deleted] 2016-11-13
Don't lose yourself in the maelstrom.
3 inbetweentime 2016-11-13
I went through my awakening as a student too. It was quite difficult friend, I hear you. I think it's important to remember, when it starts to get overwhelming, just step back for a moment. Life continues as it is and only time can help you make sense of all this madness.
3 Flytape 2016-11-13
Take it from me, to make it in this world 95% of the paths available do not allow one to be awakened.
So either run away from the light while you still can, learn how to fake it that you're just a normie or be a comedian/ufc fighter/small business owner.
That 5% where you're awake and successful is elusive as fuck.
1 CredAndBercuses 2016-11-13
And how many if you add in "morally sound"?
3 ranaxoxox 2016-11-13
I was overwhelmed at first, but it was an awakening I truly needed. You will continue to collect & connect pieces of a never-ending puzzle.
2 SlumberMachine 2016-11-13
You have died (Shiva) and been reborn. Seeing with new eyes will require relearning everything. It will be difficult, but it's just a game and now you can really work on winning it.
2 mrbrown2001 2016-11-13
Sort of ease into it and try not to get consumed. You may experience periods of paranoia, which is normal. The pizza stuff is very new so like others said take it with a grain of salt but be open to the idea that there is truth there. Other topics like 911 and sandyhook have stood the test of time and have some quality research behind them.
Dont be offended if your friends dont want to talk about this stuff or take it seriously. These topics make people very uncomfortable (look up cognitive dissonance) and most are not ready to deal with these subjects.
Also remember that even if you are completely awake you still have to go to school, pay your bills, do your laundry, etc. All that shit is still important, even though it may seem like its not at times. Also try not to watch a lot of TV. There is a reason they call it programming.
2 911bodysnatchers322 2016-11-13
I cannot say about pizzagate but what is true is that Huma Abedin is a spy, Clinton and Obama broke the law and won't be punished because they are part of the CIA in a group called the 7th floor group. They are above the law by executive order which somehow congress and supreme court are seeing as legal, even though the basis of which is in contravention of popular sovereignty, the same basis upon which the constitution is based: meaning that the constitution has ben superceded by secret law.
These are all verifiable facts because they've been explained by a high level constitutional lawyer and 2 constitutional scholars. This started with GWB on 9/11 and has been continued since, by way of a legal device called 'the continuity of government plan' that was continued by gwb for 8 yrs and then by obama for 8 more. Osama bin laden has been fish food since 2011, yet obama still continued the 911 state of emergency until 2016--why you ask?
It's so they could run a private server, sell state secrets, sell illegal weapons to our enemies, create isis, orchestrate mass shootings; control ALL the news; racebait the public using the news (still doing it now!!); gaslight the public with disinfo (it's legal now by exec order); attack and criminalize conspiracy theorists; let people get killed at benhgazi, kill gaddafi illegally, wage illegal wars, perform extraordinary rendition, hold enemy combatants in prisons in iraq and rape them their wives and underage males by forcing the young males to fellage the older males (yes, this was a leaked cable), and so so SO much more; oh and perjury, and subversion, and treason. Nothing will happen, unless Trump actually does something about this nonsense.
2 himthatspeaks 2016-11-13
Careful what you see here.... Here goes some truth most of this place hasn't caught up on yet...
Wikileaks is a Russian propaganda tool to destabilize western governments and advance its own interests. Look up the history of Wikileaks. Look up its connections to Russia.
Basically, there are some Russian intelligence operatives making shit up all day and posting it.
You wanted to go down the rabbit hole, but you're getting fed nuts by squirrels. Check r/bestof for more information about the growing Wikileaks conspiracy.
1 CokeDigler 2016-11-13
If you've ever had to deal with the pain of a deeply delusional person close to you, you'd know how pointless any intervention would be. These people are lost. I feel for their families and for the sake of my children I hope they have none.
1 joe462 2016-11-13
I still don't believe the pizza thing. It seems pretty involved and so unlikely that I haven't been motivated to go down that rabbit hole. Unless somebody can make a strong case in a paragraph?
3 Ty199 2016-11-13
That fact that you expect to know the "truth" from just one paragraph is part of the problem.
2 CredAndBercuses 2016-11-13
Yeah, the pizza revelation comes from seeing the WHOLE picture and how everything lines up, it's hard to break the story slowly enough but still be concise.
1 shastad2 2016-11-13
Hi- I've only been on here for two weeks and yes, it is shocking. It makes you question your own reality- but sadly, it is true. In the next few weeks...may possibly have to wait until January....more will become public to the main stream media..Just thank God that Donald Trump won- otherwise this all would have been covered up. Take care!
1 daddie_o 2016-11-13
I echo the comments of all those who say be skeptical of everything. Just because somebody appears to be revealing some conspiracy, doesn't mean they are revealing everything or that what they're revealing is true. It's called misdirection or disinfo or a limited hangout. They give you part of the truth, but not all of it and try to get you off the scent of truth. Just because somebody appears to be a 'conspiracy theorist' doesn't mean they really are. They could be working for the powers that be. In fact they most likely are. Here is a short must-read essay for people who are waking up.
A great example is the JFK assassination. Conspiracy theorists have been investigating this thing for decades -- who killed Kennedy? Turns out, it was all a hoax:
http://mileswmathis.com/barindex2.pdf
https://www.dropbox.com/s/yipivo62qpbk349/JFK%20Word%20Master%20FINAL4LULUliesallkinds.pdf?dl=0
1 GTSwattsy 2016-11-13
Did you mean to link a buzzfeed article?
1 daddie_o 2016-11-13
Oops! That's hilarious. Here's the link I meant to embed (and have now fixed): http://mileswmathis.com/guru.pdf
If you're wondering what relevance that buzzfeed article has to any of this and why it was on my clipboard, go here: https://pieceofmindful.com/2016/11/12/the-matt-damon-batch/
1 [deleted] 2016-11-13
Check out r/pizzagate as well if you're interested. :)
Welcome souldier :)
1 noname318 2016-11-13
This satanic HC stuff just completely redpilled me as well.. I have been feeling mentally unstable the last few days because of it.
1 20thsieclefox 2016-11-13
You have been red pilled and it doesn't go away. Yes. Everything is a staged photo of why the elite what us to see. You'll soon get tired of people who aren't "woke". There's no going back.
1 TelicAstraeus 2016-11-13
One of the things that you should be very careful about is that there are lots of lies and half-truths out there - perhaps especially so on /r/conspiracy we have problems with disinformation and black propaganda. Astroturfing has been a thing long before Correct The Record publicly admitted to it (our first big win for truth in this regard was the HBGary email leak event).
View everything and everyone with a degree of skepticism, and seek evidence for any claims that seem fantastic.
On the other side of the coin, don't get consumed by paranoia and fear - especially in places where people are trying to piece things together or work for causes you agree with. Be skeptical, hold people accountable, and give people the benefit of the doubt. To borrow a slogan from failed Hillary Clinton's campaign, "we're stronger together" than on our own.
Educate yourself on the terminology. black propaganda, limited hangout, disinformation, astroturf, false flag, psyops, etc.
Investigate alternative-media outlets and remain skeptical. James Corbett is generally pretty astute, but always always be cautious. Sargon of Akkad seems pretty legit in regards to SJW/feminist/social marxist stuff. Bill Still from a conservative viewpoint. Dinesh D'souza also from conservative viewpoint - though he's less alternative. Joe Rogan is likely an establishment gatekeeper, but still has some pretty good interviews. Alex Jones, while a fearmonger and possibly cointelpro, still has some gems now and then.
Take a look at Joy Camp for some humor.
Visit other subreddits and communities relating to these issues - don't depend on /r/conspiracy as it is often targeted by disinformation and vote manipulation.
take breaks. don't be discouraged if others are resistant to the information/discussions you try to share with them.
edit: above all, listen to your intuition, your gut.
edit2: how could i forget, keep an eye on the meta-reddit stuff if you spend much time on this site: https://www.reddit.com/user/TelicAstraeus/m/metajunk/ there's a lot of censorship that happens on this site, so be wary of it. here's some alternate news subs if you like using reddit for news: https://www.reddit.com/user/TelicAstraeus/m/newsstuff/