Hello I’m 21, atheist, and a high school drop out who has an opioid addicted mother and a murdered father. When I failed the tenth grade I was a little stupid shit. I took acid and mushrooms a lot and one time it did a thing to me. While all my friends were goofing off on the drug I was sitting there thinking about how actually stupid my friends and I were and how we didn’t know the words to describe how we were feeling and how the and the religions government didn’t care if everyone was stupid as long as the worked. Around that time and old homeless man showed me what fractals are I don’t remember what he said to me but ever since that day I’ve had some weird form of Synthesia where I can see information a giant bulk fractal all interconnected. I was then absorbing knowledge like Sherlock Holmes. I quickly realized it was a mistake to drop out of school. I attempted to go to college but my mom said I had to sign up for the military to get a scholarship (which I later found out wasn’t true) so that plan flopped. But I discovered the great courses and plus there’s a plethora of reputable scientific sources on the interwebs. So I began my studies of geology, biology, physics, psychology, quantum physics, astronomy, chemistry, and geology basically anything and everything. Then I realized there was no one I could talk to anymore because no one understood how any of that stuff worked except the homeless man so everyday I’d buy a gram of weed to go smoke with this homeless man so I could at least talk to someone about this stuff in me head. Through my conversations I realized even his scientific knowledge had limits due to the fact that he was trying to blend gnostic christianity and science and astrology. He would get angry when I questioned his loose ends and defensively brag to me his whole life story again and again so I quit hanging out with him so much.

But then I realized it was my lack of knowledge of religions that was holding me back from being able to communicate with most Americans. This was also when I first started watching ancient aliens (Which I think is bullshit with some hint hints in there). But through the ancient alien theory I learned about so many cultures and religions and began to me own theory of civilization. But just to make sure I began to study the occult from alchemy, to Solomons’s magic to theosophy. Then I realized all of the history and magic I learned was all one sided. It was biased toward western theology so I felt like I had to balance it with eastern religions so I studied Buddhism, and Hinduism and the cultures around them. Then something clicked. The truth in the western world had been hidden through a massive game of telephone that is taken thousands of years and run through several secret societies degrading and dumbing down the knowledge whereas in the east it right there in front of your face just hidden amongst the chaos thousands of gods and of billions of people. The eastern religions do not conflict with science as much for this reason. I now believe that these religions were ancient systems for scientific understanding that was given to us by gods or aliens or an ancient advanced race of people(maybe giants or the nephilim) but when the flood happened it got into bad hands and in the West it was hidden by the elites and kept hidden until Science came along in the Western world and was basically backwards engineering the ancient truth of the universe outside of what the western religions had become (thanks Roman empire). But in the east they took a more communal effort to sustain the truth and that is why when science came along they blended rather swimmingly

But what is a religion or a government? In a since they determine your whole life’s path through space and time. This is were ancient magic (a genius form of advanced psychology) comes into play. Carl Sagan said once that the human brain has leftover parts from evolution. The reptilian brain, Which controls aggression, territoriality, sexual behavior, social hierarchy and so forth. Then we have the mammalian brain on top of that which deals with emotions. Mammalian brain was developed after the extinction of the dinosaurs when young mammals needed to hang around their parents longer to learn how to develop in this new environment after the meteor hit. So evolution created a natural drive (emotions) that allowed for this. Lastly we have The gray matter on top. This is what I think, was what god or aliens or evolution did to us to make us conscious observers. This is what gives us the ability to know facts and be logical (left brain) and be creative and intuitive (right brain).

Now think about how Society has people rigged up. They got males hardwired with the left brain and the reptilian complex and they’ve got women hardwired with the right brain and mammalian complex. When the obvious answer for how to get the most out of your brain is to use all of it equally but this is not what we’re taught by religion and government.

Ancient Magic like spells and incantations to make a specific event happen in space and time can used by an individual to help something in their own life happen. Like science, spells require a series of factors lined up to create a specific event in space and time. By reciting the incantation you’re getting your self into the state of mine needed to do what you want to do. This can also be done to an entire nation of people hence propaganda religion and government. Hint hint.

Part of the whole truth of the fractal bulk is that All of us are in control of our own evolution on an individual level and only we can determine what parts of our brains we will use in our lives and don’t let others trick you into believing their way of using your brain is “the true way”. Another tip in this day and age is that all the propaganda you see on the news kind of likes to appeal to your emotional and reptilian brain not the cerebral cortex. If you focus on the facts and the truth and don’t factor in your own mammalian and reptilian responses. It’s like separating the curds from the whey.

I’m sorry if this contains grammatical errors (I used text to speech) and seems rushed or fragmented but this is only my first time trying to type this all out and I always have a lot to say on these topics. I’ve just gotten used to people not wanting to hear what I have to say so I usually just rush through topics so that I can quickly zoom out and hope that people see the larger connections that are connected to the bulk of everything that we experience. Feel free to ask me any questions or anything. I plan on starting mystery school an hour outside of Nashville in the near future to help people seek balance with their minds and increase mental fortitude and decrease their mental turpitude.