the government has raped my soul

1  2018-07-07 by badda_boom

i don't know what else i need to say. i feel like my trust in humanity is so corrupted that sure, they win. good job, you inhumane assholes. sorry, rant over.

54 comments

Don't panic.

any tips

Smoke weed. It helps

This

Yep, mushrooms and weed are the only things provided in the rape kit.

are you saying that going inwards is the only way to escape it--not into drugs really but i think the idea might be the same.

I recommend meditation with a side of Buddism. And definitely yoga, if you can.

Yes... Yes... Become an alcoholic and pop your pants on mushrooms.

I prefer homemade hard Cider. Yum.

GOOD point. I guess anything that puts you in your happy place is likely inside the kit. I considered editing my above comment, but I'm lazy and this is easier.

Aye. I'm of the belief, that all substances are tools and each works differently for the one using them. Some work negatively for one, but positive for others. We're all different.

Is that an EQ accent, sounds like old days.

It won't help if you're the type that still wants to fix things. Dope helps to keep things ignored but if you're the type to want things resolved, you won't be entirely happy. It may linger.

Besides, it does nothing to resolve the situation.

i agree. i drink my fair share of wine and everything, but drugs aren't the answer unless the problem is purely inside our heads. and i don't think the problem is purely inside our heads-- or is it

Its not.

Never surrender yourself.

Make it easier on yourself and just comply. You can't fight a battle alone.

comply with what

“Then you will be my inspiration. Your lies, your weakness, your toxic consumption. Cowardice and weakness have driven me to heights I thought unreachable.

Because of you, I found myself. For years, for decades I was the waiter with an assassin’s dreams. I was the prisoner always carrying the handful of mortar from my cell to your yard. I was the one who worked hard, and seemed the most dedicated, when actually I was your greatest enemy.

I smiled at your dinners and laughed at your jokes, but in my mind I spat on your food and hoped for miscarriages. There wasn’t one fucking day that went by that I didn’t know I was going over that wall of freedom.”

that's quite a quote, who's it from

Thanks, gotta give the man credit.

Sounded like you were on the receiving end of unfair treatment or something. In my experience, best just pay the penalty..

no, not at all. i am a normal 'free' person who probably spends too much time looking into the crime syndicate that claims itself as our governing force.

Yeah, see. You need to trip, my bro. You sound ready for the spiritual side to kick in, that of oneness. The mind can truly set you free.

i'm a lady. and, i don't really believe that it can. i feel like i live in a prison created for me by those who rule me.

I know the feeling, and something that I am considering taking is DMT. I'm holding off until I'm totally ready for the experience, and hopefully it can help me to release from this reality a little and realize what reality really is. This earth, I believe, is some sort of prison, and no matter how free tptb tell me I'm free, I'm not even close to the kind of freedom I seek.

I'm still just trying to get a little land and live as simply and sustainably as I can, to feel as free as I can.

An isolating past time.. but if you're strong you can just internalise the knowledge and let it motivate you to be a vigilant knight. It's like containing a secret hatred that keeps you upright, and so it need not deflate you to a point of self-destruction.

thanks for that. it's a spiritual journey for sure.

Welcome out of your Stockholm Syndrome! Check out Voluntaryism. Fuck the Government :)

i agree, but for now...it's more a feeling of existential grief that this is our world. and i do feel powerless to do anything about it.

It's very much like a break up with a love one. Check out the seven stages of grief. It'll get better dude/dudette, I promise. Feel the whole spectrum, and come out as a warrior (stronger and wiser, than before). We're going to need people like you :).

Peace and love.

thanks so much for your reply...i feel like i've already been at this forever, though / i hope i can get stronger, but i am just disgusted / i do feel that i am somehow living still in the same shared apartment with all my ex's friends, to continue the metaphor. for the record, not trying to create weird conspiracy theory poetry, just dealing with a messed up keyboard. thanks again for your attention.

Show you tried hard to fix this place. Show that it was immutable. Ask the God/programmer/improbability field of base reality to destroy this place.

Good luck.

thank you. i don't know why i keep getting so upset over these atrocities that i've known have existed forever. maybe wine, tbh. it's just a shock that never stops.

This place is such a sad cowardice limited unintelligent shithole and it is exactly because Jesus tried to play pretend God and failed.

Until God deals with the problem we are fucked. But the upside is if we remain good, loving, and loyal to God alone, through our own shithole sacrifice of an existence we can hopefully help prove to the rest of existence that local rule ship does not work and that Gods natural development model stands alone and sovereign.

Potentially saving many other beings from ever having to experience another stupidass wanting to play god.

🤷‍♂️

Yeah I am a very emotional person and I take on the pain of the world. I hate to see ANYONE SUFFER (except my exhusband and his new mate they should jump in a volcano and make the world a better place instantly!) But anyway sometimes you just have to free your mind from the things you cant change and change the things you can. Sometimes my honey says THATS IT OFF THE COMPUTER!! Thats exactly what I do get off the computer go on a walk or bike ride check out my neighbors gardens in the summer and happily compare their tomato growth to mine. I feed homeless cats and that gives me pleasure as I know they need my help.Anything I can to forget for a minute,not forever as I go back to it all later. Its never going away but for a moment I experience peace. It is quite rewarding going back to the cats for a second to see a totally feral cat that was once totally afraid of me get excited and come to my call...It is sometimes all the progress I can get out of a week. Pray! Pray for these things that worry you and pray for people you hate I mean really put your heart into it its amazing how much it helps.. Be grateful that you have a heart and these things affect you. You could be a demonic heartless asshole and we wouldnt be having this conversation. There are enough of those assholes on the earth and I cannot understand why they havent taken my advice and jumped into that volcano yet. Peace BB.

That's why in the response he/she suggested to check out voluntaryism.

Maybe it would help you to focus on things locally that you can directly control, so you can take some of your power back and not feel like such a destitute victim in all of this.

Dream up ways to disrupt their systems and take money out of their pockets. Willingly engage in business deals that you feel comfortable being in. Support businesses in your immediate area and go away from big business evilcorp whenever you can. Identify gaps in the current system and considering looking into launching a new business that bridges some of these gaps. Do lots of reading and expose yourself to new concepts. Surround yourself with people that are at the very least open minded, or ideally, like minded.

Many things are indeed out of our hands and with just one of us, but many of us together? Many more things become possible to change.

also, why is everyone's score hidden when i look

Stays hidden til 1 hour. Also, what exactly is the conspiracy here?

i understand, thanks. i guess it's more a reaction to the conspiracies i see here daily. sorry if i got in the way of any research you were trying to do.

Just trying to figure out why you decided to post this here and not another sub.

because it is a human reaction to reading stuff on this sub and following up with other research.

They got these boots that zap new post comments into Oblivion, kinda like those six dislikes for that best fucking song ever on YouTube with a billion likes, but more brutal. Did you see /pol go down? I remember when comments had positive vote counts. That was their training grounds for what they're doing here right now.

thanks for your opinion but in this case i think it does seem that 'they' hide the score for a certain amount of time, i'm thinking 20-30 minutes.

I already told you, it’s 1 hour.

ha, i just said differently because all of a sudden i was seeing scores from 20-30 minutes ago

Yeah and most of these brain washed morons want forces vaccinations. Go figure

who are the brain washed morons / i agree that forced vaccinations could be a big problem, as it puts a ton of power in the hands of...who knows who

The morons that message me with evil shit cause I don’t vaccinate my kids.

There’s something very liberating in knowing you’re absolutely fucking helpless. Just let go. No need in aging yourself with worry.

Individually...our hands are tied.

You should give this a listen sometime; I like to hear her when I feel down in the dumps.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=-1vEXHJWJ0U

Here are the five levels of truth.

Read about level 4. Peace mate, take care.

i think i am stuck on level 3 for the moment, but level four sure sounds good. thanks for the link.

edit-- thanks for your comments, sometimes i spend too much time learning about the seedy mechanisms of power in the world and fall into a wine-driven depression. i always appreciate connecting with you good folks in those darker times. peace and love.

are you saying that going inwards is the only way to escape it--not into drugs really but i think the idea might be the same.

I prefer homemade hard Cider. Yum.

Just trying to figure out why you decided to post this here and not another sub.